Just Black And White

Sunday, February 22, 2009

yesterday was the first ever class dinner ~ !
oh-hohohohos ~

woke up at 1+ yesterday (and maybe earlier , but i slept again)
then left the house at 2.30, went to suntec city ~
ate at kfc and auntie anne then went to shop shop awhile .
saw damn nice clocks and went into toys'r'us and played with bunny puppet
before going into "build-a-bear workshop".
the workshop is so damn cool la .
u can stuff the bear yourself and dress the bear up .
there are so many clothes and accessories for the bears la ~
i swear i m gonna buy one lorhhs .
after that i went to marine square, met with krys, jr and ben ng .
then we met jes and went to hunt for seoul garden .
we were the first to reach .
then we ate and ate and ate ~
i was the last-man-standing again. -.-
the whole class actually waited for me to eat finish lorhhs .
and the ppl at seoul garden TOOK AWAY MY CUTTLEFISH ~
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSS ~ T^T
then we went to the staircase beside seoul garden and played some games leaving .
went back to jp and waatch midnight movie wif krys,ben ng, louis, feifan, junhui, chongxun and soonhui.
den junhui, feifan and chong xun send me home ~
went home , got nagged at by daddy for more then one hr ... -.-

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Monday, February 2, 2009

i m starting to hate band more and more alr .
if u are so that distrusting of me , then why continue putting me in band?
kick me out and giv me another cca of better choice la.
wouldnt that be better for the both of us? better for the welfare and attendanced of band?
true, i really hate band to the core,
and i hav been finding means and ways to skip it.
but when i promise vonneh and sl or choo that i will go, i did go din i?
this is my promise: i will try to come for as many practices as possible.
and this is my swear:
I, ZOEY CHUA, SWEAR THAT AFTER SYF 2009, I WILL HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH JWSB EVER AGAIN.
whether we win a gold or attain a cop is oso none of my business.

--------- and that ends my fustrations.
idiot days and dumb times, when will they stop coming?

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Sunday, February 1, 2009

when for work on friday.
just giving out flyers and service.
and injuring my finger and got hit by nurul carrying a big stack of plates in the ribs x.x
and i got stuck at the stairs when going home.
[result of acting smart]
then wilson come save me . x.x
yesterday, i din go for dinner at winnie ee ee's house and went to work instead.
[T^T i cried at home, when i really din wanna go ...
AUNTIE ENDA ~ MY STEAMBOAT~ T^T]
then just work lorhhs.
cashier the whole day.
dumb.
fell down while doing cashier closing x.x
heng only ruby and nobody else saw... -.-
today !!!!!!!!
when to tuition and then to gekpoh, bought bread and went home.
went to minmin's house~
ate steamboat and had a small discussion.
guess wat?
urs truly is going to participate in the next fd mtg ~ lols !
but i really m.
went to ivy ee ee's house
did abit of article review. swam, save caven from zivan and quarrelled.
showered with clara :P and DINNER !
praise me ! i ate 4 plates of raw fish ~ xD
2bowls of porridge . the sotong veg ~
then went up to the rooftop which is very pretty,
(will post pics of it next time)
then went home ~

WHAT IS THIS?!!!?
what do u think i m?
a doll for pampering when u hav no special need of me
and a STEEL puppet when u need my help for smthg, is it?
u smile at me when u are happy and black face at me when u are not.
when i m NOT the person who anger you.
this little girl here is not just some ordinary happy-go-lucky pampered
missy who when u pamper her enough she will giv u wat u wan.
i hav gone through alot in this 15 years yet not overcome them.
in that way, I M NOT A PAMPERED LASSY AND I NEVER WILL BE.
u think bcos u noe my mother and she helps u to persuade me means i will agree?
sorry, but even she cant force me to do smthg i dun wanna do.
and just bcos i dun show my limits doesnt mean that i dun hav any.

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