yesterday was all work, spring cleaning and sleep .
din even touch the com . -.-
ansd bcos i had no time to buy new year clothing ,
i borrowed one from mag . ^^
and her dress is ssooo cuuuuutteee la ~

today, is the first day of chinese new year .
went to kaofu's house .
made my self-made popiah .
the first one was horrible .
cant even find roll it . -.-
the second one was my first successful popiah .
and i m so damn proud of it . ^^
then clara and casey were bugging me to play wif the dog next door.
so i went to play wif the dog , vj . ^^
and vj was lyk ... harrassing me . -.-
but he is really damn cute lahhs .
i went up to sleep for abit .
then i came down to find vj .
found out that vj was harassing my brother . :D
we ate dinner then kaofu drove us home . ^^


















haiya , i haven really finished spring cleaning yet .
esp , MY ROOM !
ITS A COMPLETE DISASTER !
i dun think i will be able to sleep tonight ...
haisssss ~

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11:31 PM;

i went to work yesterday .
then the toilet got so many ppl then i go to work late .
2mins ~
then the daniel uncle scold until i m so damn scared of him .
everytime i m near him , i feel very insulted . -.-
then at night , i think i did tell mag i din wanna go watch movie .
in the end , wan jin tell me he book my ticket alr .
so no choice , i hav to go . x.x
then after work hor , when i come back from changing ,
suay suay my slipper spoil -.-
then huishan go buy a new one with me .
but the new one damn heavy , leg not used. =.="
we went as a big group, 15 ppl .
then when we went in , they nid to check our ics bcos it was a midnight movie ...
they all hide me at the back and i went in first .
luckily , i wasnt caught . ^^
then we went in watch the love matters .
it was damn funny lorhhs .
and the guys behind laugh damn loud ...
then after the movie actually wanted to go with them for supper de .
but ! i scared daddy reached home before i did,
so the wan jin and keng leng send me home .
i reach home at like ... 3 ?

shall stop here today !
spring cleaning , spring cleaning ~
lalala ~
i m oso going to kaofu's house for reunion dinner tonight ~
barbeque ~
weeeeeeeeeeeeees ~~~ !!
x.x

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2:46 PM;

so i said i was going to start spring cleaning.
maybe tonight. hmmmmm ~

a question i wanna ask the ppl who visit my blog,
when u first enter my blog,
can u actually hear the song or does it take very long to load?
bcos it does , for me.
must be my brother's com lousy le -.-
maybe i shld faster go fix my com .

i hav a lot on my mind these days and i m not very sure that most of them are worth me wrecking my brains or not . -.-
for some dumb reason, i canot seem to be thinking straight these days and i cant really focus .
it's seriously become a problem .
and i feel lyk i hav offended quite a few ppl bcos of this .
[please dont come and haunt me tonight, i still wanna sleep x.x]
i really have to think of a way to stop this. -.-

well, i hav to work at 5.
i better start preparing soon ~

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3:44 PM;

I FOUND MY SHOEBAG ~~~~~~~~~~ !!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS AT PEPPER LUNCH ! IT WAS ! IT WAS !
I M IN HEAVEN WITH HAPPINESS ~

ohya , some pics ~












this was on saturday ~
xueyun's advance 21st birthday !
at costa sands resort, sentosa .
got go de is me, angela, kailiang, jianzhong and weitong.
yeerong oso got go.
but she went with her own group of friends. -.-
2mrw i will be going crazy spring cleaning, so i probably wont online.
maybe not until sunday, when all the spring cleaning is done.
AND MY HOUSE STILL LOOKS LYKS A RUBBISH DUMP !
i m seriously going crazy le !
*faints*

my life was never meant to be filled with colours,

the evidence is that my mind is white and my heart is black ...

what's in my mind nobody will ever noe .

those selfish thoughts, those fake sweet endings and those too-perfect dreams ...

they will nvr come true .

pain and cries, tears and darkness .

what does it feel lyk to be strike by lightning, i will nvr noe .

all i noe is that , as long as this masks stays on my face for one more day.

my inner self will nvr hav freedom.

it's screams and shouts will nvr be heard .

not by you , not by anyone else.

and true-hearted smiles will nvr surface ...

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3:13 PM;

i feel so damn useless .
instead of working, i seem to be bringing more work for others .
and that is definitely not a good sign.
i dropped a salt bottle and broke a chilli bottle at work yesterday.
how much more useless and dumb can i get?
maybe not going to work might decrease the workload of pepper lunch workers.
i m so damn guilty and upset right now.

school today is nthg interesting.
and i haven started spring cleaning yet.
my house looks lyk a rubbish dump.
shld pack soon.
how i just wish my brother wouldnt be so unhelpful
as to leave all the housework for me to do.
speaking of my brother, walao !
he is so damn rude lorhhs.
on sat, 2 girls came to our house to ton.
then he lyk very wat lyk that.
he keep asking me to shut up and get lost.
he think he wat? got friends come means he is the king arhh ?
he dont think bcos his friends here i dont dare to scold him lorhhs.
i giving him face only la...

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